Tuesday, December 31, 2013

Ringing in the New Year

Now it's the time 
Ending an old chapter and opening a new one 
With a big grin on my face, despite having some concerns running in the back of my head 

You and I will be surprised by what this year have in stores!
Even if we enter another roller coaster ride,
A new year, a new day, a new dawn will soon arrive 
Ready for the main event? 

2nite, let's celebrate the end of an old year, and welcome the new
0 regrets, 110 plus more victoires
1 step at a time (cheesy I know, but trust me on this).
4 you and everyone in the world...

HAVE A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! 
WELCOME 2014!

Sunday, December 15, 2013

Same Ol’ Song (Still, Should’ve Treated Tick Tack)

This song is my jam!
I hit the replay button
It never gets old
I know all the words

I hit the replay button
I'll start my day with a bang
I know all the words
The lyrics remind me of my future

I'll start my day with a bang
Confident, I'm ready to begin
The lyrics remind me of my future
Time to go to work! 

Confident, I'm ready to begin
I have a feeling it'll be perfect   
Time to go to work!
But look at the clock

I have a feeling it'll be perfect
Everyone will be so proud
But look at the clock,   
It's too early to start

Everyone will be so proud
I’ve got a lot of time
It's too early to start
I'll go back to sleep

I’ve got a lot time
Let's hear the song again
I'll go back to sleep
It'll be done by tomorrow

Let's hear the song again
On a Sunday morning,
It'll be done by tomorrow
It will be on time

On a Sunday morning,
I promise to get it done
It will be on time
Maybe I'll listen to just one song

I promise to get it done
The radio is playing my favorite song
Maybe I'll listen to just one song
Why you keep on standing still...?

The radio is playing my favorite song
First song played, Tick Tack...
Why you keep on standing still...?
Should've Treated You Better... 

First song played, Tick Tack... 
Time passes, it's almost midnight
Should've Treated You Better...
Why do I keep stalling time? 

Time passes, it's almost midnight
Crap, I'm still on page one
Why do I keep stalling time?
Am I doing this on purpose?

Crap, I'm still on page one
It only has a couple of sentences
Am I doing this on purpose?
This is getting ridiculous

It only has a couple of sentences 
It never gets old
This is getting ridiculous…
Oh! This song is my jam! 

Original post can be found here.

Stuck in a Hell Hole

“Waiting for my life to begin.”
Rapunzel sings
While living in a tower
For hours and hours

Rapunzel sings
Alone in the colorless tower
For hours and hours
Bored out of her misery

Alone in the colorless tower
Waiting to be released
Bored of out her misery
She doesn’t want to sing for another hour

Waiting to be released
She screams to be free
She doesn’t want to sing for another hour
But her parents doesn’t care.

She screams to be free
Wanting to get out
But her parents doesn’t care
They think, “This seems fair.”

Wanting to get out
Rapunzel yells, “Let me be!”
They think, “This seems fair.”
Her parents aren’t even aware.

Rapunzel yells, “Let me be!”
Using all her strength to break loose
Her parents aren’t even aware
Her impatience is quite the scare

Using all her strength to break loose,
She battles the stoned-cold walls 
Her impatience is quite the scare
But her parents don’t seem to care

She battles the stoned-cold walls
As blood and sweat flows down her fingers
But her parents don’t seem to care
They didn’t even stare 
As blood and sweat flows down her fingers
She cursed and continues to break the walls
They didn’t even stare
When she attempted to flee with her hair

She cursed and continues to break the walls
She wants to be part of the wild world
When she attempted to flee with her hair,
Her hands tremble, she feels weak 

All she wanted was to be part of the wild world
But her and her parents don’t see eye-to-eye
Her hands tremble, she feels weak 
They just think the tower is fair

But her and her parents don’t see eye-to-eye
She collapsed, “I’ll lay here and sleep.”
They just think the tower is fair
Will she wake up and get her dream?

She collapsed, “I’ll lay here and sleep.”
Its what’s best for her they say
Will she wake up and get her dream?
As if her parents really care.

Its what’s best for her they say
While living in the tower
As if her parents really care
“Waiting for my life to begin.”

You're Something Special

You’re something special
I can hear you singing
From my headphones  
to my eardrums

I can’t stop looking at you
You’re more handsome than
That Twilight guy
And 
The so-called sexist man alive
From my aunt’s issue of
People Magazine

I admire everything you do
You aim to get your degree
While living in an idol life
And putting finishing touches 
On your latest single

I wish I could be with you
But you live in a country
That was once ruled
By the Rising Sun

How am I able to see you?
Using the power of Youtube,
Purchasing $20 CDs,
Hanging countless posters of you,
All size of bathroom mirrors,
Right above my bed 
I can only love you from afar

You’re something special 

Friday, December 13, 2013

Worth the Wait?

I've asked for you
for a long time.
I thought
I wanted you
nothing but you.
Building sand castles with me
Dancing to random songs with me
Watching for shooting stars with me
Standing next to me
Holding me
Just...
being with me.
I've waited for you,
or at least somebody like you,
for a long time.
I thought
You would be the man
the only man
who annoys me by remembering
the little things
who surprises me with unlikely gifts
that I rarely see today
who pushes me to shout
on the mountain tops
who holds my hand
without giving any warnings
who smiles at me
while I'm not looking
Who simply....
cares about me
Not just love but, cares...
And here you are...
The man,
I thought,
I was looking for...
But...
You find building sand castles boring
You don't like to dance to random music
You would rather watch Hollywood stars
You are rarely seen with me
You keep bringing the same gift
You tell me to keep my voice down
You hold your own hands
You just nod at my existence
I thought...
I wanted you
I thought...
I wished for you
I thought...
I finally found you
Are you...
worth my time?
Are you...
worth looking for?
Are you...
worth fighting for?
Are you...
still the man I've been waiting for?
Are you still...
worth it?




Monday, December 9, 2013

The Tears That Finally Dried Up

Ah,
it's coming clear now.
I now know why
my heart felt so at ease.
Why my thoughts,
my imagination
has grown faster
than my height
(which I wish it should).
Why I have the sudden feeling
that I don't give a damn
about too serious things
anymore.
Why I suddenly
appreciate other people's
accomplishments
than secretly talk
bitter about them.
Why I'm starting to understand
other people's perspective of me.
I think...
I'm starting to realize
what my future might become...
I think...
this is where my journey
finally begins...

Sunday, December 8, 2013

Brain Fart #1

*Disclaimer: Many lines are just random. Be on the look out for anything confusing because they're just things running through my head right now...

I gotta finish that essay...
The sun is pretty today...
I miss Seattle...
God, it's almost over...
Wait, what's that...
I need time to study...
Here we go, another year...
Cheeseballs...
I don't expect perfection...
Maybe I should watch that show...
No, gotta work on this first...
Oh cool! New song...
I really don't like this...
Why am I doing this again...
Gotta loosin' up...
I wanna go to Rio...
No time to party...
asdfghjkl;...
Now that doesn't make any sense...
What am I trying to say...
Now I forgot...
Damn it...
Why...
I feel so lazy...
Gotta get to work...
The maple syrup is getting dry...
Chewbakka...
I'm cold...
Too many things on my mind...
Did I forget something...
Fudge...
That essay...
Ugh...
Why me...
Hey, what's that...

Not on The Same Page

Why?
Why do you expect everything
to go your way?
Why is it that you
have to have the last word?
Why won't you listen to what other people
have to say?
I'm aware that you do
But,
then you reject the person's idea
and continue to rant
On and on
about your point of view.
Why is that?
Are you trying let everyone know
that you're always right
and we're always wrong?
Why can't you understand
that not everyone
is going to see your way.
There will be some who will
but others...
might think differently.
Why do you have to drag others
to side with you?
Why shoving down their throats
on your opinion?
I understand that everyone
has the right to have a say
But why...
Why complain about others
shoving their opinions
down your throats
when you're the one
who's doing the exact same thing?
I guess...
we're all different in a way.
I can't expect you to change
nor understand what I'm trying to say.
Let's not make a debate over this.
It's your opinion.
Not mine.

Saturday, December 7, 2013

Honest Truth

Struggling to love myself 

Eager to see what other people see inside me 

Leaving behind the painful moment in order to move on 

Finding myself isn't easy, but I'm willing to go through the journey  

Honestly, I cry myself to sleep-- knowing that everyone loves themselves but me 

At first, I wanted "Asela" to be gone forever 

Taken away from this world  

Even though I wished to be gone, in the back of my mind, I knew my journey is just starting...

For the Lust of Lexi

You never met Lexi before?
You didn't know about Lexi?
Who is Lexi, you ask?

Lexi...

She is the definition of temptation.
She is the image you can only find
in wet dreams.
She is what every man looks for
if they just want a one-night-stand.
She is the one person who will
make your night
the best night.

She only wants one thing: sensation

She wants somebody
who can give her pleasure
She looks for somebody
who can make her moan loud...
loud enough so her next door neighbor can hear
She wants somebody
who can handle her curves
She looks for somebody
who not only looks good in bed
but also makes her feel oh-so-good

She carries no feelings expect for one: satisfaction

Lexi is the kind of fox...
who wants
not one,
not two,
not three,
but a thousand kisses
from head to toe...
All over her naked body.

Lexi is the definition of wanting lust
The masterpiece that you can never find
in any museums.
What everybody looks for
when they want a good time.
The one girl who will make your night
the best night.

You never seen Lexi in person?
You never heard of Lexi?
What kind of woman is Lexi, you ask?

Well...

Lexi...
is not an actual girl.
She is the fantasy of every man's dreams
She is the lust that can only live through
the deepest curiosity of women
She is the alter ego of those
who just want some "fun".
She is the one side who is waiting
to come out
and bring her lust to life.



The Feeling of Freedom

With the eyes of the moon  

Of Winter 

And heart of the sun  

In the Summer 

The touch of wind  

Flows through Fall 

Comes with a kiss 

Of the Spring's

rain.  

I don't want this 

To end 

Thank God 

They'll come back 

Again.  

Original post can be found here.

Dear Past Me,

I never liked you.
All of the things you created,
All of the decisions you made,
All of the moments you experienced,
I still question to this day.
I wish I could wipe you out of my mind
Forget that you ever existed.
You are my misery,
my regret,
my embarrassment,
my heavy burden that I’ve been carrying up
until this summer.
You took me to a place so dark
that no candles were ever lit for over 100 years
before I found a way to escape.
I could write a tell-all book about the mess you are,
but let me cut to the chase-
You manipulated me.
You scolded me.
You nearly destroyed me.
I hate you,
but, at the time,
I care about you.
I feel… sorry for you.
I do think of you sometimes.
Wondering if you’re okay
if you’re alone with no one to talk to
if you’re crying and making sure no one is watching
Part of me only wants to hate you
based on all the things you put me through,
but you’re hurting too.
And part of me… still cares about you.
Let’s be honest,
we’re holding each other back.
Okay, you may not admit it,
but I can.
I’m not afraid to speak openly about my flaws
Comparing to you- you blame your flaws on me
and convincing me that its the truth.
Past me,
if you’re really reading this right now,
please know…
that I still care about you,
but that doesn’t mean I’m sticking around
and go through the same things with you-
manipulating me, embarrassing me, hurting me-
all over again.
As we part ways,
I expect to see each other
less and less.
But keep in mind: Stay Strong
As cheesy as it sounds but, please
don’t hurt yourself or take the blame on other people
like you did to me.
So farewell and be strong.

Original post can be found here.

Expectations (Grass is Greener)

1st v: 
You prefer a text message 
I’ll give you a voice mail 
You want me groomed 
But I look good 
You would like me
if I’m sexier 
But I rather be 
smarter 

Bridge: 
I can’t let you 
have my heart 
If I have to live 
With your  
Expectations 

Chorus: 
So, 
Adieu 
Good-bye, 
I’m better off 
Without you 
Adios 
Annyeong 
While you’re gone 
I’m flying 
solo 

2nd v:   
You think girls
like me  
with heavy mascara 
and bright red lips 
are pretty 
I think girls
like me
wears no mascara
no cosmetics
are extraordinary  

Bridge: 
I can’t let you 
have my heart 
If I have to live 
With your  
Expectations 

Chorus: 
So, 
Adieu 
Good-bye, 
I’m better off 
Without you 
Adios 
Annyeong 
While you’re gone 
I’m flying 
solo 
Ciao,
Sayōnara
I’ll be fine 
Without you
Bye-bye
So long
I’ll love someone
Better than you  

3rd v:
Don’t expect me to change
For your affection 
Don’t want to live in a cage
For your limitation
Don’t wanna be your facade
For your satisfaction
I can’t let you 
have my heart 
If I have to live 
With your  
Expectations 

Chorus: 
Adieu 
Good-bye, 
I’m better off 
Without you 
Adios 
Annyeong 
While you’re gone 
I’m flying 
solo 
Ciao,
Sayōnara
So long
I’ll love someone
Better than you

*gleefully shout*: 
Adieu! 
Good-bye! 
Adios! 
Annyeong! 
Ciao! 
Sayōnara! 
So long! 
Bye-bye!

Hook:
I’ll love someone
Better than you  

Original post can be found here.